i take it back

im crying.
but trying to stay positive. like i said.
pray for me. please.
im sorry this is such a sorry message. but i need some prayers. please.

i feel good. (na-na-na-na-na) i knew that i would now...(na-na-na-na-na) ...

actually, only that first parts true. i didnt know id feel like i am at this moment earlier today. but now thats its here... i dont wanna let it go.
i feel good.
its raining, (my absoloute favorite weather)  i just had some ice-cream, my room is the perfect temperature, its clean, i just took a much-needed bath, (usually take showers, but you know) my best friend and i just had a sleepover and watched amazing movies, just had lunch, and i found out i have a crush on someone. (TOP SECRET. DONT ASK.)  but it just feels...i dunno...right.
i like it though. :)  i could get used to it...
but...*sigh*  its not always like that, is it?
ya know, we dont always have the choice to making our day be perfect. sometimes it'll rain on your birthday. sometimes your friend will cancel something. but you know what? we can change how we look at it. so it rained on your birthday...so what? go dance in the rain! so your friend cancels....so what? write them a funny letter! when they get it, i know youd be together before the weeks out.  and i know we've all heard it, but...
when life gives you lemons...you can make lemonade :)
so, as of about now, im gonna stop bein a "negative nancy." a "party pooper." a NEGATRON. im gonna stay positive. no matter what :)
...
or at least try ;)
ta-ta for now my friends :)

a not-so-brief intermission

decision.
(i guess you could call it an epiffany ;)
anywho, i decided im not doing my blog challenge.
*hangs head in shame*
but to me, it got kinda boring. (you know you thought so too...) what made me decide this? welp, i was reading my besties blog (journalsofanaverageteenager.blogspot.com          CHECK THIS OUT. ITS THE COOLEST THING SINCE OREOS IN MILK. (or in chloes version, "DA BOMB DIGGIDY'))
anyway, when i was reading it, i gotta whole new view of blogging. she blogs all "whateves" and im all "ewwwwie". so. this epiffany, (MS. CRITISISM OVER HERE...*cough cough CHLOE*) made me wanna do it like her. so. (i say "so." a lot....?)  startin tomorrow, im gonna be like CHLOE EVE PROTECTER OF NARNIA, SUCKER FOR ROMANCE, AND AN ALL-AROUND SO-NOT NEGATRON.
until tomorrow my...(ok, no one reads this (YET) so im just gonna say "friend(s)) ;)
ta-ta!
   (by the way, this is my image of chloe...)
ta-ta again! :)

a littile mix-up...i published this on the third, and accidently erased it. so here it is again. to see what i DID post today, scroll down. SORRY!

welp, i was blog surfing again (from my sad lonely life ;)  and almost everyone did this blog challenge in feburary, right? ok, so i know its JULY, but hey. i break rules. ;)  its a month thingy and your about to read my very first one :)
DAY ONE: a favorite song
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are you KIDDING me? music and me are like this. *crosses fingers*  just ONE song? aww! *whines like 3 year old who doesnt get the ice-cream truck ice-cream when it passes her house*
*sigh*  alright, since i cant just pick ONE, im gonna say the latest one. which would be...
                   *drum roll* (chloe please dont murder me...)
One Time, by Justin Bieber.

ok, i know what your thinking. (or at least what Chloe's thinking)   "hannah, he sings like a girl, girls throw themselves at him, and hes so...blech"
but whats not to like? hes talented, his musics catchy and upbeat, he's a good person who happens to be a Christian...

and hey...he IS pretty cute. ;)
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ta-ta for now! :)

Day 3: a favorite book

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
now a favorite book?! come on...*grumbles*
huh. fine.
well, obviously, i love books, but this time i can actually pick a favorite.
The Hunger Games  by Suzanne Collins
ok, that picture is huge, but i liked it, so...voila.
this book is actually the first of a series. the series is three books long, but the first one is my fav. (havent actually read the third one yet though. *guilty grin*)  anywho, this book is about Katniss Everdeen, the girl from district twelve. this book kinda takes plave in the furture. where there is the capitol.....the rich, affords everything and can do whatever we want place, and what was thirteen districts..... (there was an uprising in district 13 and so...yes. no more district thirteen)  the districts.....poor, die from starvation and the capitol, and not-wanting-to-be-but-must-or-else-they-and-their-families-are-dead-from-the-capitol particpators in....The Hunger Games. the hunger games happens each year where two people-a boy and girl-from each district, are drawn from a bowl-type-thing and are sent into a random habitat. freezing, frying, or most likely, killed by each other. only one person may remain. But in this case, Prim Everdeen, 12 year old from district 12, is chosen. but her sister, Katniss Everdeen, steps in to take her place. Where she ends up in a whole world of trouble...literally. 
(sorry that explanation was awful and long. im not a very good explainer...)
its an AMAZING book. obviously my favorite, and i hope you'll check it out :)
ta-ta for now!

Day Two: a favorite movie

are you kidding me? first you expect me to pick a favorite book, now a movie?! cruel world...
well, im a movie lover and therefore dont really have a favorite movie. but, there is one thats been my favorite for the past few weeks and it is....
                                                               *drum roll*
CARS.

can't go wrong with the classic Disneys, huh?
what i like about Cars is that its not only funny (like every good movie should be) but its so....clean. It doesnt have anything to do with drugs, sex, or  dressing in little not-even-clothes. It has a cute little romance between McQueen and Sally, but nothing major. its funny, cute, has a good story, and its just...a good movie. Classic and funny. now thats my style.
CARS 2 just came out and i REALLY wanna see it. my best friend Chloe said it was amazing so...*crosses fingers*.
if you've seen it tell me about it, i NEED TO KNOW. 
thanks!
ta-ta for now!

oh, wait. one more thing...
Mater: You know, I once knew this girl Doreen. Good-looking girl. Looked just like a Jaguar, only she was a truck! You know, I used to crash into her just so I could speak to her.
Lightning McQueen: What... are you talking about?
Mater: I dunno

classic.

"title" :)

hey hey :)  ok, its been forever since my last post huh? like, what? like 4 days?
                                              ASHAMED.
but i'll make up for it...eventually.  oh, and by the way, this post is adopted from Jocee's blog at the Cupcake Dictionary. (------------------------>) its just something random when i dunno what to post.  so. without further ado...

reading: The Hunger Games series  (lemme just say youll NEVER find anything this awesomely-amazing)
listening: One Time by Justin Bieber (*sigh* whats the coolest is that he's totally singing this to me ;)
drinking: water? :)
eating: gummy-bears (mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm)
anticipating: fireworks later :)
loving: how this little bug in my room looks at me like im the weirdest thing :)
looking: at my dying computer battery!  gotta go!!
ta-ta for now :)